NEVER going to work outside the home FULL TIME!!!

These last two days have really challenged me not only mentally but physically. For all that don't know I am training to work with the Early Intervention program(EI). I just got done with 2 days of training in the area of Autism. My day started at 6am,it consisted of shower, getting dressed, waking the boys up, getting them to the potty before an accident, getting them dressed, putting make-up on, getting Brad up, getting his clothes, then doing my hair and out of the house no later then 7:30. Drop the boys off at grandma and explain brads therapy work he needs completed before he goes to therapy. I get to the training at 8:15 and we put our face in a book and lissioning to a Mike(TG he is entertaining or it would of been worse) for 4 1/2 hours then break for a 30 min lunch and back to the training for 4 more hours. Get home at 4:30 or soo and by that time I am drained. I just want to decompress but I KNOW my boys NEED my attention.

I think the hardest thing was KNOWING I was missing something that was going on with the boys. I would pump my mother in law with 100 questions just to see what I missed. The 1st day I was doing good until we had lunch and I got to talk to Cheri(MIL) about the boys, then I was a reck the next 4 hours.

I enjoyed that class alot and I am sure I will take another one, but I KNOW being a SAHM(stay at home mom) is MY JOB. It is my passion!!! It is what I crave!!!

I am so thankful that the ladies that want me to work for them know that and they are willing to let me be an EI teacher 2 days a week 2 hours a day. THAT I can handle. 2 hours is nothing and I can do them on Jason's RDOs.

I am glad I have my foot in the door now so IF I want to go full time when the boys get in school I can. But boy and I glad I can be with my boys(including Jason) ALL day tomorrow and not have to do a thing!!!

Gosh I love my JOB!!!